Diary entries: 22
[ Title: Fight + Posture
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Mood: Happy?
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Date: Feb. 3, 2024 ]
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[ Title: School + Games
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Mood: Happy?
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Date: Feb. 2, 2024 ]
Report cards came in. I did better then I thought, but my mom wanted more, whatever. I'm working on a simple visual novel using ren'py, it's just pratice, but I hope it doesn't end up crashing like it usually does. I got it to work well once, but I forgot to backup my save and it deleted lol.
[ Title: ???
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Mood: Neutral
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Date: Jan. 28, 2024 ]
Inactive for now, I'll be more active once feb. break comes. No new life updates really...
[ Title: Skin and Friends
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Mood: Annoyed
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Date: Jan. 22, 2024 ]
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[ Title: New Computer
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Mood: Happy
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Date: Jan. 18, 2024 ]
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[ Title: Test Marks
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Mood: ???
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Date: Jan. 17, 2024 ]
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[ Title: School Cancelled
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Mood: Happy, but physically in pain
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Date: Jan. 12, 2024 ]
I got frostbites walking home from school yesterday, so fun ...!! Anyway, my school is private, but the school district itself is public so the government isn't supposed to let them close down, but the tempt. was -40 cel. so they had to close it. Good for me, but these frostbites hurt like hell. I guess Evan warned me not to go walking, so.
[ Title: School Starts
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Mood: ???
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Date: Jan. 8, 2024 ]
School started again. I forgot how much I disliked going to school ,,,
[ Title: Genshiken Art
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Mood: Annoyed
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Date: Jan. 6, 2024 ]
Why does the art style in Genshiken change every season and OVA? It's so annoying ... Keep one studio or don't change it every time, season 1 had the best art style and im so sad they removed it because I don't like how the characters look without it. The characters hair and apperance in general just looks weird?? Saikis hair went from dyed blonde and medium to orange and short it makes no sense ,,, I think i'm just going to re-read the manga because like? I'm also just confused on why they keep adding unnessary characters and removing the wrong ones, the show is good, but I think it just had so much more potenial.
[ Title: You are not alone
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Mood: Neutral
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Date: Jan. 4, 2024 ]
"You are not alone" I kept remembering how this meant that someone was always watching you because my site was more "off putting" in the past... Now it just means both, you're not alone in a sense of way that you should believe in yourself and in a way that someone is always watching you ,,,
[ Title: Deleted + Yandere Dev
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Mood: Glad but Sad
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Date: Jan. 2, 2024 ]
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[ Title: Genshiken Figures
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Mood: Extremely Confused
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Date: Dec. 31, 2023 ]
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[ Title: Dream
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Mood: Confused + Weired out
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Date: Dec. 30, 2023 ]
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[ Title: School soon
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Mood: Bored
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Date: Dec. 29, 2023 ]
School is starting on the 8th, normally I don't want to go, but I guess it'll be fine, I say it'll be fine but I know when it gets closer I'll be annoyed. I only like school because my friends. I don't really have much to write because, well, nothing is really happening this break.
[ Title: Christmas
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Mood: Happy
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Date: Dec. 24, 2023 ]
Merry Christmas ( ˙▿˙ ) I didn't even notice it was Christmas eve ,,, I'm not sure what I'll do, but I hope whoever reads this has a great Christmas.
[ Title: Hikikomoris Part 1
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Mood: Confused
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Date: Dec. 17, 2023 ]
I always wonder how hikikomoris live. What is your source of income? You obviously live alone, so your parents don't give you money, nor a roomate. So how? Do you work from home? But what job is it? What job allows you to never leave your house? People say "Government fundings" But how do people get the funding and how can you afford to live with only small amounts of money from the government? I want to be a hikikomori when i am able to move out, but my parents will never fund me if I do not have a job, nor will they let me have a place in their home for free once im over 25, also I don't want to become a complete loser living in a basement, but not working and still living a normal life is such a dream. I don't want to go in Uni. Debt, but I want a stable future, but thats literally not possible if you wanna get a good job.
[ Title: Hikikomoris Part 2
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Mood: Confused
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Date: Dec. 17, 2023 ]
I want a future where I can live just a basic and normal life. But I also want a future where I can live in my house and never go to work, or atleast not have to leave my house when I do work. Like, I have a job I want, but the thing is that it's a job that I can't just lay back for. I've wanted this job since 6th grade, but I think i'm going to change career paths. Hikikomoris I question you guys, but I'll never be rude to you guys because you're living the life while I am not, so I can't say anything.
[ Title: School "popular kids" Part 1
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Mood: Annoyed + Confused
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Date: Dec. 14, 2023 ]
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[ Title: School "popular kids" Part 2
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Mood: Annoyed + Confused
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Date: Dec. 14, 2023 ]
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[ Title: Eyes
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Mood: Neutral + Curious
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Date: Dec. 11, 2023 ]
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[ Title: Beep Test
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Mood: Physically Hurt
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Date: Nov. 29, 2023 ]
Beep test. I tripped and crushed my leg, it's a bit bruised, but it'll be fine I think... Staying home tomorrow, I might go shoppping for my friends, but I don't really feel like it. I don't think I should have befriended this random guy from downtown.
[ Title: Sickness
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Mood: Confused
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Date: Dec. 6, 2023 ]
I was so sick for the last two days 😭 My friend asked if I got pregant...?? I think she asked because I vomited, I don't think I gained so why...? I think I ate something bad most likely. I was happy to be able to miss school days, but everyone thought I was faking sick..
[ Title: Cruetly
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Mood: Curious
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Date: Nov. 25, 2023 ]
I was reading today, something that stuck out was 'Cruelty isn't a personality trait, its a habit' I've been thinking about quote for a while now. Most people label being cruel as a personality trait for their characters, and sometimes people label it as their own personality trait. Being Cruel isn't something that you're born with, or something thats apart of your personality, it's something that you experience and get used to... I think I worded that right?
[ Title: Snow Piles
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Mood: Annoyed
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Date: Nov. 22, 2023 ]
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